only 4 u..

Yaad itna kro ki koi hadd na ho...bharosa itaa kro koi shak naa ho...intjaar esssa kro ki koi waqt naa ho .....pyar esssaaaa kro kbhi nafart naaa hoo.... Only 4 u keep it mind and heart..

story 1

.main jab 3rd year main thi tab ki bat hain….kuch hi din huye the hamara collage suru hokar..hamare seminar chal rahe the…our seminar ke pehale din hi hamare class main ek new boy ki entry hui..sab log jadater ladakiya ye janane ke koshish kar rahi thi kon hain ye ladaka…..our jab ham sub ne usaka seminar dekha to hum to shock ho gaye ….kyun ki usne itna acca seminar diya ki hum to dekhte hi reh gaye..mera group tha 4 ka…is main ek meri best friend thi jis ka nam main batana nahi chahati..par hum use dreamy kehate the..meri best friend ko wo bohot pasand aa gaya…dhere dhere usne ladake se pehechan badhai …wo naya tha isliye teacher ne dreamy ko uski madat karane ko bola notes ke liye..dhere dhere unki acchi dosti ho gayi..wo ladaka hum se bada tha…our wo job karate karte padhai kar raha tha..wo jab bhi clg ko aata to dreamy uske sath jati thi..hamare group ke ek ladaki ne ek bar usase passage main jara si bat kya karali ..dreamy ko jab pata chala to bohot ghuss ho gayi..uske bad hum main se koi bhi usase bat nahi karata tha


kyu ki dreamy us ladake ke bare main bohot passesive ho gayi thi..par uska mobile nahi tha to wo mere ph se jab bhi clg main hoti tab use call karati…bohot din chale gaye..pehali semiater khatam hone aai..our hamari PL suru ho gayi..main clg main jakar padhati thi.. pl ke 4/5 din ho gaye the ..ek din main padh rahi thi tabhi muze kisine pukara main ne piche dekha to wo ladaka tha..usne muze Hi kaha main ne bhi javab me Hi kaha..usne kaha ki wo muzse bat karana chahata hain..main ne bola ha bolo..’to usne kaha ki tum apni frd ko samazo..wo sabhi ko mere our uske bich kuch hai aise bata rahi hai..our main ab pareshan ho gaya hu..wo muze der rat ko phone karati hain ..agar main clg aau our use na batau to kuch bhi bolati hai.. teacher muze ab puchane lage hain ki kya yahi karane tum aaye ho..our to our tumhara nam bhi jhuta bataya..our main kisi bhi ladaki se bat karu to na jane kaya kya bolati hai’ ye sab sun ke main to chup ho gayi…kyun ki hume bhi dreamy ne aise bohot jhut bole the ye muze tab pata chala..hum bohot der tak bate kar rahe the..uske baad maine bola theak hain main samajha ti hu use..tab wo bola dreamy ko ye mat batao ki maine bataya hai na jane kya hungama kar degi…our wo chala gaya.

mere dimag main ab yahi sab ghum raha tha ..main ne ek bar moka dekh kar dreamy ko ye bataya ki ..dreamy mai bat karana chahati hu to wo boli ha bolo..tumhae bare main kuch bate suni hain maine clg main..wo boli kaisi bate..ki clg main uske our us naye ladake ke bareme..wo boli use pata hain..ab to main our heran ho gayi..ab kya bolu muze samaz main hi nahi aa raha kya bolu..maine usase pucha ki kya tumhe wo pasand hain to wo ha boli..maine use kaha ki pichle sal se main ye 3ri bar sun rahi hu…kya is ladake ke bare main tum serious ho to wo boli ha…ab main ye use nahi bata sakati thi ki wo ladaka kya soch ta hain uske bare main..maine dreamy ko bohot bar samazaya ki agar wo us ladake ko chahati hain to use irritate mat kare..if u really love him then wait for him…hamari exams suru ho gayi thi ab maze sab pata tha ek din clg se aate huin usne mera ph manga..to maine use de diya..to usme us ladake ki kuch call details thi ki uske incoming call the mere ph par…ha to maine use bataya ki ha uska call aaya tha..tabhi to wo kuch nahi boli par dusare hi din se wo muzse kuch rude si bat karati thi..our pata nahi wo kya kya soch rahi thi mere bare main…hamari chuttiya chal rahi thi tabhi ek din dreamy ka msg aaya

our na jane usme kya kya likha tha..muze bohot bura bhala kaha tha usne..our usi samay maine use call kiya our pucha ki kya hua..wo fir se muz se kuch bhi bate karane lagi …bohot kuch suna diya usne muze our maine use….wo samaz rahi thi ki mere our us ladake ke bich kuch chal raha hain…maine jab us ladake ko ph kiya our pucha esa kya ho gaya tabhi muze usne bataya ki usne dreamy ko kaha hain ki use phone mat karo our dreamy se wo bat bhi nahi kar raha..tabse maine our dreamy ne bat karana band kar diya..kuch din chale gaye…holidays khatam ho gaye ..our clg bhi suru ho gaya..us ladake our muz main ab bate hoti thi..balki bohot bate hoti thi ..kabhi kabhi moka dekh kar main use manane ki koshish bhi karati thi ki wo dreamy se bat kare..par wo nahi mana..dhere dhere kya pata kaise par humre conversation se dreamy baher chali gayi…kuch month bit gaye..ek din hum bat kar rahe the tabhi usne muze kaha ki mai use uske lifepartner ke rup mai bohot pasand hu..tab mai kuch bhi nahi boli kyun ki mari dost use pasand karati hai ye soch kar main chup rahi..fir maine upne aap se pucha ki kya muze wo pasand hai to javab ha tha..agale din main clg mai gayi tab maine jara dreamy ke bare main group walo se pucha tab pata chala ki wo fir se uske x bf ke sath hai..tab maine 2din bad use ha kaha…aur ab wo mera bf tha ..hum dono ke bare main to bohot pehale se hi gossiping suru karavai thi

dreamy ne..ab wo bat sach ho gayi thi…sal khataam ho gaya ..dreamy ne pg ke liye dusare univarsity main admission mil gaya…aur muze our us ladake ko hamare hi clg main admission mil gaya..wo bohot hi accha hai..our ab in holydays main dreamy ne khud muze phone kiya..our ab hum dost hai par shayab pehele jitane acche nahi..par dost hai…hum bahi 1st year ko hai pg ke..pehele kuch month bohot acche gaye…near to first semister usne job chod di kyun ki full day clg ke sath use job karane main pareshniya aane lagi..iur jab se usne job chodi tabse wo pareshan rehata tha..kabhi kabhi wo bina kisi vajah se hi chid jata our bat nahi karata..pehele bhi aisa hota par ab to asa bohot bar hota..ek din main clg se aai our bate karate waqt hamara zagada ho gaya…maine bhi usase tab bat nahi ki par dusare din maine fir se use msg kiya our din bhar rah dekhti rahi ki uska rpl aaye par nahi aaya..ab muze chinta hone lagi …dil main n jane kya kya khayal aane lage..maine hi use sahi time dekh kar call kar di usane call recive ki our maine pucha kay hua theak to ho..usane kaha kya karu rpl deke fir zagada..maine ph rakh diya..our us din se usne muze call karana band kar diya..muze laga mere zagade ki vajah se hi wo gussa hai par thode dino bad pata chala ki uski job chutane ki wajah se use ghar main our bahar bohot pareshniyon ka samana karana pad raha tha..

wo kehata hai ki use ab ye nahi lagata ki hum dono ki jamegi…usne aisa kaha tab to muze laga maine aisi kya galati kar di ki wo mere sath aisa behave kar raha hai..maine bohot bar koshish ki ki usase bat karu par ab to wo muzse do bate tak nahi karata…mwri halat dekgh kar maire ek frd ne usase bat ki…tab usne kaha ki…wo abhi bohot buri conditions main hai aur he dont want to spoil my life..agar uski job nahi hain ,uski financial condition theak nahi hai to kya main use chod dungi..usne aisa socha bhi kaise..maine kai bar pucha ki kabhi maine useke samane kuch aisa kaha kya…kya maine use hurt kiya kya to wo kehata hain nahi ….wo mere acche ke liye hi muz se dur hua hai…ab is bat ko 10 months ho gaye…agar wo aisa hi chahata hai..use mera use phone karana bat karana pasand nahi..pehele main kar leti thi ph par ab pichle 4 monthes se maine bhi usase bat karana band kar diya kyun ki use wo pasand nahi…kal hamara 2nd year ka clg suru ho gaya pure 2 month ke bad kal muze wo dikha par na jane kyu muze bohot accha laga ..aakho main zat se pani aa gaya..main sochati thi ki wo muze samaz hi nahi paya ..is liye gussa karati rahi usake bare main soch ke par aaj pata chala ki mai to useke na dikhai dene par gassa thi..usaka muzse bat n karane par gussa thi..uski narajagi par gussa thi..ab main gussa nahi .. I wish ki wo apne jindagi main bohot kamayab ho..

aur hamesha khush rahe..agar usaki pareshniya mere usase dur jane thodi bhi kam hoti hai to main uske life main kabhi jane ki koshish nahi karungi….. bas ab ek sal reh gaya hai na jane is sal ke bad fir tumhe dekhana nasib main ho…

story....

.Mai aur sunny bahut ache dost the.Vo orphan (anath) tha, mai hi uska khyal rkhti thi…mai uske liye sb kuch thi…..uski frd..uski maa….uski duniya mai hi thi.Ham sath me ladte…ghumte…sath hi scl jate…sath hi padte…sab sath….vo mje andr hi andr pasnd krta tha lekin kabhi bayan nahi kiya….aur mere liye vo bss ek bahut acha dost hi tha. ..vo mje bahut chahta tha…ager mje kuch ho jata to vo bahut pareshan ho jata…..meri care krta. ..mje koi kam nahi krne deta…..bahut pyar krta tha. …aur mai pagl uske isi pyar ko ek dost ja frz smjhti rhti…ek din hamari cls me ek new student aaya….Dev….vo bahut handsme tha….aur kuch hi dino me cls ka nmbr 1 studnt ban gaya….mje dev acha lagne laga….aur shyad vo b mje pasnd krta tha….kyuki vo mje dekhta rahta tha…..ek din mere bday per usne mje propose kr diya……maine han kr di.But……jab ye bat sunny ko pata chali to vo bahut roya.mai tb b nahi smjhi.. ..usne mjse kaha ki tne mjse kyu chupaya…mere pas koi jabab nahi tha.



Sunny dev k pas gaya aur kaha ki meri riya ka hamesha dhyan rkhna….aur agle din vo kaha gaya kisi ko nahi pata.Bahut koshish ki use dhudhne ki pr nahi mila….DEV bahut hi matlabi insan tha..vo kuch din mere sath rah kr bore hone laga….aur ek din…….vo mje chorkr chala gaya…mai andr se bilkul toot chuki thi… Ab mje sunny yad aane laga…..mai use vapis apni life me lana chahti thi….dost banakr……ek din fb per req aai ……jo ki sunny ki hi thi.. ..meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha….mai khushi se pagal ho gyi…maine usse bat ki..vo ab Chandigarh me tha…..apne dost k ghr rah raha tha…..maine use sb bata diya….uski bato se laga k vo bahut dukhi hai….kyuki uski riya ko kisi ne chot pahuchai….vo aa raha tha apne sahar vapis…mai khushi se pagl ho gyi…..vo aaya aur mje dekhte hi gale se laga liya. …mai roye bina na rah pai….frr se mera dost mje vapis mil gaya….ham frr se ache dost ban gaye….vo ladna jhgadna….vapis aa gaya….mera 17th b’day aane vala tha…jiska mje besbri se intzar tha…mere daddy ne bahut badi party rkhi thi, mere b’day per….mai ab sunny ko chahne lagi thi…mera b’day b aa gaya….sham ko party thi..aur aaj pure din sunny ka koi ataa pata nahi tha…

maine b kah diya ki uske bina cake nahi katugi…aur aaj mai use propose b karne vali thi..per vo nahi aaya….rat k 10 baje ek call aai ….sunny ka dost tha….usne kaha sunny hospital me hai tmhe yad kr raha hai jaldi aa jao…….mai papa k sath vaha gyi….sunny mje dekhte hi roo pada aur mera hath apne hath me lekr sirf itna kaha happy birthday riya. ……..aur sooo gaya hamesha hamesha k liye…….. Uske jane se mje gahara sdma laga…..mai bahut royi….kuch din bad uske room se ek dairy mili….jisse mjhe pata chala ki vo mjse dev se b pahle se pyar krta tha…aur use brain tumor tha …isi karan vo mjse kabhi khna ska.

2 types of people. .

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.

You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness.

Don't cry over someone who wouldn't cry over you.

There are two types of people in the world: those who prefer to be sad among others, and those who prefer to be sad alone.

give me a chance. .

I hope one day you find someone who makes flowers grow in even the saddest parts of you

You have a place in my heart no one else ever could have.

One day you’ll find someone who doesn’t care about your past because they want to be your future.

No, I’m not in a relationship, but that doesn’t mean I’m available to you, or him, or anyone else. I’m waiting and going on my own terms, finding out who I am.

Every relationship is messed up. What makes it perfect is if you still want to be there when things really suck.

I could make you happy, too, if only you’d give me a chance.

don't judge. ..

Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap
but by the seeds that you plant.

I hate being the one that causes you this pain....

You sometimes think you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found.

That Sad Moment When Your Silence To Save Relation Consider As Your Ego....

Sometimes I wish that I never met you. If I had not met you I'd be more free to do the things that I'd want to do in my life. Because of you I'm bound constantly in restraints.

No matter how hard I try you're never satisfied......

You make me feel like I'm going in spirals, I dont know what to do.

People say never give up, but sometimes giving up is the best option because you realize you're just wasting your time.

The wrong person will never give you what you want, but they'll make sure they get what they want from you.

Your heart is the most precious part of you, never donate it to someone who doesn’t appreciate it.

Thank you for breaking my heart, because without that I wouldn’t be the person I am today with the person I love.

Sometimes it’s better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way.

I keep telling myself that I don’t miss you, and that I don’t love you, hoping someday I’ll believe it.

Sometimes it’s easier to pretend you don’t care than to admit its killing you.

when I miss u ..

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.!!

10 Things to Remember When You Feel Lost and Alone

1.  You are not alone in being alone.

2.  Sometimes when you’re lonely, you need to be alone.

3.  You have to be a little lost first to find what you’re looking for.

4.  It’s all about accepting the reality of what is.

5.  In every situation, YOU choose your attitude.

6.  Being alone does not mean you are lonely, and being lonely does not mean you are alone.

7.  Everyone you care about does NOT need to support your decisions.

8.  You are not who you used to be, and that’s OK.

9.  The best you can do changes from day to day.

 10.It all matters in the end – every step, every regret, every smile, and every struggle.

You and I forever.......

I Love you Forever...

My Life and You...

Dear Sweetu,
           I LOVE YOU...
May be i  am not able to make you understand how much I love you..
May be at times i am not perfect to make you Happy.

Sometime my actions gets you angry.
Sometime my actions makes you irritated.
Sometime you just feel like leaving me..
Sometimes you just hate me for what i am..
Sometime you just don't want to talk to me ,
Sometime you just want to ignore me..

But in all these sometime and everytime
I Love You...

If I could give you one thing in life

If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...

I will Always be with you. i Promise... I love you

...

today and forever

Today and always, beyond tomorrow, I need you beside me, always as my love and forever soul mate

 

Missing you sweetu..plzz come back soon.

I Love you so much plz come back soon..

ab viswas nhi hota.

Pyaar kya hota hai hum nahi jaante
Zindagi ko hum apna nhi maante
Gham itne mile ki ehsaas nahi hota
Koi hamein pyaar kare ab vishwas nhi hota. 

betiya. .

एक औरत गर्भ से थी पति को जब पता लगा की कोख में बेटी हैं तो वो उसका गर्भपात करवाना चाहते हैं दुःखी होकर पत्नी अपने पति से क्या कहती हैं :-

सुनो,
ना मारो इस नन्ही कलि को,
वो खूब सारा प्यार हम पर लुटायेगी,
जितने भी टूटे हैं सपने,
फिर से वो सब सजाएगी..

सुनो,
ना मारो इस नन्ही कलि को,
जब जब घर आओगे
तुम्हे खूब हंसाएगी,
तुम प्यार ना करना बेशक उसको,
वो अपना प्यार लुटाएगी..

सुनो
ना मारो इस नन्ही कलि को,
हर काम की चिंता
एक पल में भगाएगी,
किस्मत को दोष ना दो,
वो अपना घर आंगन महकाएगी..

ये सब सुन पति
अपनी पत्नी को कहता हैं :-

सुनो
में भी नही चाहता मारना
इसनन्ही कलि को,
तुम क्या जानो,
प्यार नहीं हैं क्या मुझको अपनी परी से,
पर डरता हूँ समाज में हो रही रोज रोज की दरिंदगी से..

क्या फिर खुद वो इन सबसे अपनी लाज बचा पाएगी,
क्यूँ ना मारू में इस कलि को,
वो बहार नोची जाएगी..
में प्यार इसे खूब दूंगा,
पर बहार किस किस से बचाऊंगा,

जब उठेगी हर तरफ से
नजरें, तो रोक खुद को ना पाउँगा..
क्या तू अपनी नन्ही परी को,
इस दौर में लाना चाहोगी,

जब तड़फेगी वो नजरो के आगे, क्या वो सब सह पाओगी,
क्यों ना मारू में अपनी नन्ही परी को, क्या बीती होगी उनपे,
जिन्हें मिला हैं ऐसा नजराना,
क्या तू भी अपनी परी को ऐसी मौत दिलाना चाहोगी..

ये सुनकर गर्भ से आवाज आती है.
सुनो माँ पापा-
मैं आपकी बेटी हूँ मेरी भी सुनो :-

पापा सुनो ना,
साथ देना आप मेरा,
मजबूत बनाना मेरे हौसले को,
घर लक्ष्मी है आपकी बेटी,
वक्त पड़ने पर मैं काली भी बन जाऊँगी

पापा सुनो,
ना मारो अपनी नन्ही कलि को, तुम उड़ान देना मेरे हर वजूद को,
में भी कल्पना चावला की तरह, ऊँची उड़ान भर जाऊँगी..

पापा सुनो,
ना मारो अपनी नन्ही कलि को, आप बन जाना मेरी छत्र छाया,
में झाँसी की रानी की तरह खुद की गैरो से लाज बचाऊँगी...

पति (पिता) ये सुन कर
मौन हो गया और उसने अपने फैसले पर शर्मिंदगी महसूस करने लगा और कहता हैं अपनी बेटी से :-

मैं अब कैसे तुझसे नजरे मिलाऊंगा,
चल पड़ा था तेरा गला दबाने,
अब कैसे खुद को तेरेे सामने लाऊंगा,
मुझे माफ़ करना ऐ मेरी बेटी, तुझे इस दुनियां में
सम्मान से लाऊंगा..

वहशी हैं ये दुनिया तो क्या हुआ,
तुझे मैं दुनिया की सबसे बहादुर बिटिया बनाऊंगा.

मेरी इस गलती की मुझे है शर्म,
घर घर जा के सबका भ्रम मिटाऊंगा
बेटियां बोझ नहीं होती..
अब सारे समाज में अलख जगाऊंगा!!!

tumko miljayege mujhse Behtar

Tumko mil jaayega mujhse behtar
Mujhko mil jaaye tumse behtar.
Par kabhi kabhi lagta hai aise
Hum ek doosre ko mil jaate th hota sabse behtar...

ek baat suno

लड़की- एक बात सुनो तुम मेरे लिए क्या कर सकते
हो..?
लड़का- जो तुम कहो darling..!
लड़की- क्या चाँद ला सकते हो..?
लड़का गया और कुछ चीज़ छिपा कर लाया और
लड़की से कहा आँखे बंद करो और
वो चीज़ लड़की के हाथो में दी।
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फिर लड़की से आँखे खोलने को कहा..
लड़की की आँखों में आंसू थे
क्योकि उसकी हाथो में एक आइना था जिसमे उस
लड़की का चेहरा नज़र आ रहा था..।
लड़की ने कहा - How Romantic तुम मुझे चाँद
सा समझते हो..??
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लड़का बोला- नहीं मैं
तो तुझे सिर्फ ये समझा रहा था जिस मुह से चाँद मांग
रही हैं. . वो थोबड़ा कभी आईने में
भी देखा था या नही

tere pyar me umar bhar intzar kiya.

Tere Pyar Me Umra Bhar Intazar Kia... 
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Wah Wah...
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Tere Pyar Me Umra Bhar Intazar Kia...
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Aur 
Us Intazaar me Na Jane Kitno se pyar kia..! 

गजब परिवार ..

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4 बहनें थी..
एक का नाम था टूटेली,
दूसरी का नाम था फटेली,
तीसरी का नाम था सड़ेली,
चौथी का नाम था मरेली..
एक दिन उनके घर पर गेस्ट आए.. 
मम्मी ने, पूछा ,: आप उपर
कुर्सी पर बैठेंगे या नीचे चटाई पर..?
गेस्ट: कुर्सी पर
मम्मी: टूटेली!! कुर्सी लेकर आओ.
गेस्ट: नहीं नहीं ठीक है.. हम चटाई पर
ही बैठ जाएँगे..
मम्मी: फटेली!! चटाई लेकर आओ.
गेस्ट: रहने दीजिए हम ज़मीन पर ही 
बैठ जाएँगे.
(गेस्ट ज़मीन पर बैठ गये..)
लड़की: आप चाय पीएँगे या दूध?
गेस्ट: चाय
मम्मी: सड़ेली!! चाय लेकर आओ.
गेस्ट: नहीं, नहीं, हम दूध ही पी लेंगे.
मम्मी: मरेली!! गाय का दूध लेके आओ.
(गेस्ट कन्फ्यूज़ हो गया.) और घर के
बाहर भागा..!!!