.main jab 3rd year main thi tab ki bat hain….kuch hi din huye the hamara collage suru hokar..hamare seminar chal rahe the…our seminar ke pehale din hi hamare class main ek new boy ki entry hui..sab log jadater ladakiya ye janane ke koshish kar rahi thi kon hain ye ladaka…..our jab ham sub ne usaka seminar dekha to hum to shock ho gaye ….kyun ki usne itna acca seminar diya ki hum to dekhte hi reh gaye..mera group tha 4 ka…is main ek meri best friend thi jis ka nam main batana nahi chahati..par hum use dreamy kehate the..meri best friend ko wo bohot pasand aa gaya…dhere dhere usne ladake se pehechan badhai …wo naya tha isliye teacher ne dreamy ko uski madat karane ko bola notes ke liye..dhere dhere unki acchi dosti ho gayi..wo ladaka hum se bada tha…our wo job karate karte padhai kar raha tha..wo jab bhi clg ko aata to dreamy uske sath jati thi..hamare group ke ek ladaki ne ek bar usase passage main jara si bat kya karali ..dreamy ko jab pata chala to bohot ghuss ho gayi..uske bad hum main se koi bhi usase bat nahi karata tha
kyu ki dreamy us ladake ke bare main bohot passesive ho gayi thi..par uska mobile nahi tha to wo mere ph se jab bhi clg main hoti tab use call karati…bohot din chale gaye..pehali semiater khatam hone aai..our hamari PL suru ho gayi..main clg main jakar padhati thi.. pl ke 4/5 din ho gaye the ..ek din main padh rahi thi tabhi muze kisine pukara main ne piche dekha to wo ladaka tha..usne muze Hi kaha main ne bhi javab me Hi kaha..usne kaha ki wo muzse bat karana chahata hain..main ne bola ha bolo..’to usne kaha ki tum apni frd ko samazo..wo sabhi ko mere our uske bich kuch hai aise bata rahi hai..our main ab pareshan ho gaya hu..wo muze der rat ko phone karati hain ..agar main clg aau our use na batau to kuch bhi bolati hai.. teacher muze ab puchane lage hain ki kya yahi karane tum aaye ho..our to our tumhara nam bhi jhuta bataya..our main kisi bhi ladaki se bat karu to na jane kaya kya bolati hai’ ye sab sun ke main to chup ho gayi…kyun ki hume bhi dreamy ne aise bohot jhut bole the ye muze tab pata chala..hum bohot der tak bate kar rahe the..uske baad maine bola theak hain main samajha ti hu use..tab wo bola dreamy ko ye mat batao ki maine bataya hai na jane kya hungama kar degi…our wo chala gaya.
mere dimag main ab yahi sab ghum raha tha ..main ne ek bar moka dekh kar dreamy ko ye bataya ki ..dreamy mai bat karana chahati hu to wo boli ha bolo..tumhae bare main kuch bate suni hain maine clg main..wo boli kaisi bate..ki clg main uske our us naye ladake ke bareme..wo boli use pata hain..ab to main our heran ho gayi..ab kya bolu muze samaz main hi nahi aa raha kya bolu..maine usase pucha ki kya tumhe wo pasand hain to wo ha boli..maine use kaha ki pichle sal se main ye 3ri bar sun rahi hu…kya is ladake ke bare main tum serious ho to wo boli ha…ab main ye use nahi bata sakati thi ki wo ladaka kya soch ta hain uske bare main..maine dreamy ko bohot bar samazaya ki agar wo us ladake ko chahati hain to use irritate mat kare..if u really love him then wait for him…hamari exams suru ho gayi thi ab maze sab pata tha ek din clg se aate huin usne mera ph manga..to maine use de diya..to usme us ladake ki kuch call details thi ki uske incoming call the mere ph par…ha to maine use bataya ki ha uska call aaya tha..tabhi to wo kuch nahi boli par dusare hi din se wo muzse kuch rude si bat karati thi..our pata nahi wo kya kya soch rahi thi mere bare main…hamari chuttiya chal rahi thi tabhi ek din dreamy ka msg aaya
our na jane usme kya kya likha tha..muze bohot bura bhala kaha tha usne..our usi samay maine use call kiya our pucha ki kya hua..wo fir se muz se kuch bhi bate karane lagi …bohot kuch suna diya usne muze our maine use….wo samaz rahi thi ki mere our us ladake ke bich kuch chal raha hain…maine jab us ladake ko ph kiya our pucha esa kya ho gaya tabhi muze usne bataya ki usne dreamy ko kaha hain ki use phone mat karo our dreamy se wo bat bhi nahi kar raha..tabse maine our dreamy ne bat karana band kar diya..kuch din chale gaye…holidays khatam ho gaye ..our clg bhi suru ho gaya..us ladake our muz main ab bate hoti thi..balki bohot bate hoti thi ..kabhi kabhi moka dekh kar main use manane ki koshish bhi karati thi ki wo dreamy se bat kare..par wo nahi mana..dhere dhere kya pata kaise par humre conversation se dreamy baher chali gayi…kuch month bit gaye..ek din hum bat kar rahe the tabhi usne muze kaha ki mai use uske lifepartner ke rup mai bohot pasand hu..tab mai kuch bhi nahi boli kyun ki mari dost use pasand karati hai ye soch kar main chup rahi..fir maine upne aap se pucha ki kya muze wo pasand hai to javab ha tha..agale din main clg mai gayi tab maine jara dreamy ke bare main group walo se pucha tab pata chala ki wo fir se uske x bf ke sath hai..tab maine 2din bad use ha kaha…aur ab wo mera bf tha ..hum dono ke bare main to bohot pehale se hi gossiping suru karavai thi
dreamy ne..ab wo bat sach ho gayi thi…sal khataam ho gaya ..dreamy ne pg ke liye dusare univarsity main admission mil gaya…aur muze our us ladake ko hamare hi clg main admission mil gaya..wo bohot hi accha hai..our ab in holydays main dreamy ne khud muze phone kiya..our ab hum dost hai par shayab pehele jitane acche nahi..par dost hai…hum bahi 1st year ko hai pg ke..pehele kuch month bohot acche gaye…near to first semister usne job chod di kyun ki full day clg ke sath use job karane main pareshniya aane lagi..iur jab se usne job chodi tabse wo pareshan rehata tha..kabhi kabhi wo bina kisi vajah se hi chid jata our bat nahi karata..pehele bhi aisa hota par ab to asa bohot bar hota..ek din main clg se aai our bate karate waqt hamara zagada ho gaya…maine bhi usase tab bat nahi ki par dusare din maine fir se use msg kiya our din bhar rah dekhti rahi ki uska rpl aaye par nahi aaya..ab muze chinta hone lagi …dil main n jane kya kya khayal aane lage..maine hi use sahi time dekh kar call kar di usane call recive ki our maine pucha kay hua theak to ho..usane kaha kya karu rpl deke fir zagada..maine ph rakh diya..our us din se usne muze call karana band kar diya..muze laga mere zagade ki vajah se hi wo gussa hai par thode dino bad pata chala ki uski job chutane ki wajah se use ghar main our bahar bohot pareshniyon ka samana karana pad raha tha..
wo kehata hai ki use ab ye nahi lagata ki hum dono ki jamegi…usne aisa kaha tab to muze laga maine aisi kya galati kar di ki wo mere sath aisa behave kar raha hai..maine bohot bar koshish ki ki usase bat karu par ab to wo muzse do bate tak nahi karata…mwri halat dekgh kar maire ek frd ne usase bat ki…tab usne kaha ki…wo abhi bohot buri conditions main hai aur he dont want to spoil my life..agar uski job nahi hain ,uski financial condition theak nahi hai to kya main use chod dungi..usne aisa socha bhi kaise..maine kai bar pucha ki kabhi maine useke samane kuch aisa kaha kya…kya maine use hurt kiya kya to wo kehata hain nahi ….wo mere acche ke liye hi muz se dur hua hai…ab is bat ko 10 months ho gaye…agar wo aisa hi chahata hai..use mera use phone karana bat karana pasand nahi..pehele main kar leti thi ph par ab pichle 4 monthes se maine bhi usase bat karana band kar diya kyun ki use wo pasand nahi…kal hamara 2nd year ka clg suru ho gaya pure 2 month ke bad kal muze wo dikha par na jane kyu muze bohot accha laga ..aakho main zat se pani aa gaya..main sochati thi ki wo muze samaz hi nahi paya ..is liye gussa karati rahi usake bare main soch ke par aaj pata chala ki mai to useke na dikhai dene par gassa thi..usaka muzse bat n karane par gussa thi..uski narajagi par gussa thi..ab main gussa nahi .. I wish ki wo apne jindagi main bohot kamayab ho..
aur hamesha khush rahe..agar usaki pareshniya mere usase dur jane thodi bhi kam hoti hai to main uske life main kabhi jane ki koshish nahi karungi….. bas ab ek sal reh gaya hai na jane is sal ke bad fir tumhe dekhana nasib main ho…
kyu ki dreamy us ladake ke bare main bohot passesive ho gayi thi..par uska mobile nahi tha to wo mere ph se jab bhi clg main hoti tab use call karati…bohot din chale gaye..pehali semiater khatam hone aai..our hamari PL suru ho gayi..main clg main jakar padhati thi.. pl ke 4/5 din ho gaye the ..ek din main padh rahi thi tabhi muze kisine pukara main ne piche dekha to wo ladaka tha..usne muze Hi kaha main ne bhi javab me Hi kaha..usne kaha ki wo muzse bat karana chahata hain..main ne bola ha bolo..’to usne kaha ki tum apni frd ko samazo..wo sabhi ko mere our uske bich kuch hai aise bata rahi hai..our main ab pareshan ho gaya hu..wo muze der rat ko phone karati hain ..agar main clg aau our use na batau to kuch bhi bolati hai.. teacher muze ab puchane lage hain ki kya yahi karane tum aaye ho..our to our tumhara nam bhi jhuta bataya..our main kisi bhi ladaki se bat karu to na jane kaya kya bolati hai’ ye sab sun ke main to chup ho gayi…kyun ki hume bhi dreamy ne aise bohot jhut bole the ye muze tab pata chala..hum bohot der tak bate kar rahe the..uske baad maine bola theak hain main samajha ti hu use..tab wo bola dreamy ko ye mat batao ki maine bataya hai na jane kya hungama kar degi…our wo chala gaya.
mere dimag main ab yahi sab ghum raha tha ..main ne ek bar moka dekh kar dreamy ko ye bataya ki ..dreamy mai bat karana chahati hu to wo boli ha bolo..tumhae bare main kuch bate suni hain maine clg main..wo boli kaisi bate..ki clg main uske our us naye ladake ke bareme..wo boli use pata hain..ab to main our heran ho gayi..ab kya bolu muze samaz main hi nahi aa raha kya bolu..maine usase pucha ki kya tumhe wo pasand hain to wo ha boli..maine use kaha ki pichle sal se main ye 3ri bar sun rahi hu…kya is ladake ke bare main tum serious ho to wo boli ha…ab main ye use nahi bata sakati thi ki wo ladaka kya soch ta hain uske bare main..maine dreamy ko bohot bar samazaya ki agar wo us ladake ko chahati hain to use irritate mat kare..if u really love him then wait for him…hamari exams suru ho gayi thi ab maze sab pata tha ek din clg se aate huin usne mera ph manga..to maine use de diya..to usme us ladake ki kuch call details thi ki uske incoming call the mere ph par…ha to maine use bataya ki ha uska call aaya tha..tabhi to wo kuch nahi boli par dusare hi din se wo muzse kuch rude si bat karati thi..our pata nahi wo kya kya soch rahi thi mere bare main…hamari chuttiya chal rahi thi tabhi ek din dreamy ka msg aaya
our na jane usme kya kya likha tha..muze bohot bura bhala kaha tha usne..our usi samay maine use call kiya our pucha ki kya hua..wo fir se muz se kuch bhi bate karane lagi …bohot kuch suna diya usne muze our maine use….wo samaz rahi thi ki mere our us ladake ke bich kuch chal raha hain…maine jab us ladake ko ph kiya our pucha esa kya ho gaya tabhi muze usne bataya ki usne dreamy ko kaha hain ki use phone mat karo our dreamy se wo bat bhi nahi kar raha..tabse maine our dreamy ne bat karana band kar diya..kuch din chale gaye…holidays khatam ho gaye ..our clg bhi suru ho gaya..us ladake our muz main ab bate hoti thi..balki bohot bate hoti thi ..kabhi kabhi moka dekh kar main use manane ki koshish bhi karati thi ki wo dreamy se bat kare..par wo nahi mana..dhere dhere kya pata kaise par humre conversation se dreamy baher chali gayi…kuch month bit gaye..ek din hum bat kar rahe the tabhi usne muze kaha ki mai use uske lifepartner ke rup mai bohot pasand hu..tab mai kuch bhi nahi boli kyun ki mari dost use pasand karati hai ye soch kar main chup rahi..fir maine upne aap se pucha ki kya muze wo pasand hai to javab ha tha..agale din main clg mai gayi tab maine jara dreamy ke bare main group walo se pucha tab pata chala ki wo fir se uske x bf ke sath hai..tab maine 2din bad use ha kaha…aur ab wo mera bf tha ..hum dono ke bare main to bohot pehale se hi gossiping suru karavai thi
dreamy ne..ab wo bat sach ho gayi thi…sal khataam ho gaya ..dreamy ne pg ke liye dusare univarsity main admission mil gaya…aur muze our us ladake ko hamare hi clg main admission mil gaya..wo bohot hi accha hai..our ab in holydays main dreamy ne khud muze phone kiya..our ab hum dost hai par shayab pehele jitane acche nahi..par dost hai…hum bahi 1st year ko hai pg ke..pehele kuch month bohot acche gaye…near to first semister usne job chod di kyun ki full day clg ke sath use job karane main pareshniya aane lagi..iur jab se usne job chodi tabse wo pareshan rehata tha..kabhi kabhi wo bina kisi vajah se hi chid jata our bat nahi karata..pehele bhi aisa hota par ab to asa bohot bar hota..ek din main clg se aai our bate karate waqt hamara zagada ho gaya…maine bhi usase tab bat nahi ki par dusare din maine fir se use msg kiya our din bhar rah dekhti rahi ki uska rpl aaye par nahi aaya..ab muze chinta hone lagi …dil main n jane kya kya khayal aane lage..maine hi use sahi time dekh kar call kar di usane call recive ki our maine pucha kay hua theak to ho..usane kaha kya karu rpl deke fir zagada..maine ph rakh diya..our us din se usne muze call karana band kar diya..muze laga mere zagade ki vajah se hi wo gussa hai par thode dino bad pata chala ki uski job chutane ki wajah se use ghar main our bahar bohot pareshniyon ka samana karana pad raha tha..
wo kehata hai ki use ab ye nahi lagata ki hum dono ki jamegi…usne aisa kaha tab to muze laga maine aisi kya galati kar di ki wo mere sath aisa behave kar raha hai..maine bohot bar koshish ki ki usase bat karu par ab to wo muzse do bate tak nahi karata…mwri halat dekgh kar maire ek frd ne usase bat ki…tab usne kaha ki…wo abhi bohot buri conditions main hai aur he dont want to spoil my life..agar uski job nahi hain ,uski financial condition theak nahi hai to kya main use chod dungi..usne aisa socha bhi kaise..maine kai bar pucha ki kabhi maine useke samane kuch aisa kaha kya…kya maine use hurt kiya kya to wo kehata hain nahi ….wo mere acche ke liye hi muz se dur hua hai…ab is bat ko 10 months ho gaye…agar wo aisa hi chahata hai..use mera use phone karana bat karana pasand nahi..pehele main kar leti thi ph par ab pichle 4 monthes se maine bhi usase bat karana band kar diya kyun ki use wo pasand nahi…kal hamara 2nd year ka clg suru ho gaya pure 2 month ke bad kal muze wo dikha par na jane kyu muze bohot accha laga ..aakho main zat se pani aa gaya..main sochati thi ki wo muze samaz hi nahi paya ..is liye gussa karati rahi usake bare main soch ke par aaj pata chala ki mai to useke na dikhai dene par gassa thi..usaka muzse bat n karane par gussa thi..uski narajagi par gussa thi..ab main gussa nahi .. I wish ki wo apne jindagi main bohot kamayab ho..
aur hamesha khush rahe..agar usaki pareshniya mere usase dur jane thodi bhi kam hoti hai to main uske life main kabhi jane ki koshish nahi karungi….. bas ab ek sal reh gaya hai na jane is sal ke bad fir tumhe dekhana nasib main ho…
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