painful story....

Baat un dino ki hai jab main 2nd year me
tha ek din main bike
se kahi ja raha tha tavi mere mobile
ki ring bajii main us time drive kr
raha tha to maine call receive nahi
ki, aur jab main ghar aa kar call kiya
to ek ladki ne call receive kiya, to
maine pucha kisase bat karni hai to
usne kaha priya se, to maine kaha
yahaa pe koi priya nahi hai, aur
maine call disconnect kar diya, fir us
sham ko maine use ek sms kr diya,
Next day uska call aya aur usne
mughe call karte he datana shuru
kar di, kahne lagi kyu sms kiya to
maine sorry bola aur call disconnect
kr diya, next day uska fir call aya to
main to ghabra gaya ki maine to koi
sms nahi fir maine call receive ki aur
pucha maine to apko koi sms nahi
kiya to usne kaha main janti hu,
maine kaha to, to usne sorry bola
aur kaha sorry maine apko kal kuch
jyada hi bol diya to maine kaha koi
bat nahi, fir humari bat hui
introduction hua usne mera name
pucha to maine akash bata dia,
maine uska name puchha to usne
Shambhavi bataya aur maine nice
name bola to usne thanx kaha, usne
pucha kaha k rahne wale ho to
maine Varanasi bata diya, maine
puchaa to usne Allahabad Bataya, fir
humari aise he bat hui aur maine
phone rakh diya. Agle din fir uska
phone aya aur hum dher sari bate
kiye, aise he hum roz-roz baat karne
lage aur humari bech dosti ho gai,
aur hum close friend ban gaye aur
puri puri rat bat karne lage, bina
bat kiya hume acha nahi lagta tha,
ab to phone he ab humari dunia thi,
hum humesh ek dusre se bat karte
rahte the puri raat to baat karte he
the ab hum din me v 3-4 hours bat
karne lage, bina bat kiye aise lagta
tha zindagi boring hai aur jab tak
bat nahi karte the hum khana v nahi
khate the ab wo he humare liye
sabkuch tha, rat bhar bate karna aur
subah der tak sona fir din bhar bate
karna ab yahi humara rutin ban gaya
tha iske alawa hume kuch kaam nahi
tha, aise he time kat raha tha aur
hume pata v nahi chala k kab hume
usase pyar ho gaya, fir ek din jab rat
ko uska call aya to maine socha aaj
apne dil ki bat kah he du aur maine
bahut himmat kar ke use prapose kr
dia to usne kaha mughe time
chahiye, maine pucha kab tak to
usne kaha ki kal sham tak fir humari
rat bhar bat hui. agli raat ko jab
uska call aya to maine pucha to
usne mana kr dia aur kaha hum sirf
friends hai aur mughe bahut dukh
hua fir maine call disconnect kr dia,
aur mobile off kr dia. fir agle din me
uska call aya to maine receive kiya to
usne kaha kya hua ab baat v nahi
karoge kya maine kaha aise baat
nahi hai, usne pucha khana khaya
maine kaha tum khali to samjho
hum v kha liye, to usne pucha naraz
ho mughse maine kaha nahi, to fir…
maine kaha jabse main tumhe apna
nahi bana lunga haar nahi manane
wala hu , usne kaha Achha.. fir
humari bahut der tak bat hui aur
maine phone rakh diya jab raat ko
uska missed call aya to maine call
kiya to aur kaha ha bolo aise he
humari bat hone lagi fir usne
achanak kaha ki akash to maine kaha
kya…. wo boli akash tum jeet gaye to
maine kaha matlab? to usne mughe
I love bol diya maine sunkar v usase
fir pucha kya to usne kaha I love u
maine fir kaha kya usne fir bola I
love u… main bata nahi sakta ki
main us time kitna khus tha maine
usi time apne bed se utar kar dance
karne laga meri khusi ka thikana
nahi tha, main bahut khus tha aur
agli subah maine apne sare dosto ko
party di. aur 2 bate uski bahut achhi
lagti thi 1 jab wo mughe akash kah
kar bulati thi wo itane pyar se kahti
thi ki main bata nai sakta and 2nd
mughe uski awaaz bahut achhi lagti
thi. aise he humari zindagi maze me
katne lage, main bahut khus tha
humesha phone pe bat karta tha
uske alawa mughe kuch nai dikhai
deta tha isi tarah humari zindagi
maze me kat rahi thi. fir ek raat
maine use call kiya to usne call
receive nai kia, maine bahut bar call
kiya but koi response nai mila fir
maine use sms kiya sorry jaan agar
mughse koi galti ho gai ho to maaf
kar do but bat karo yaar main tumse
bat kiye bina nai rah sakta, fir maine
call kiya koi response ni mila maine
socha naraz ho ya phone pass me na
ho fir main so gaya aur maine subah
phone kiya to uska sms aya ki mughe
call mat karo to maine sms kiya ki
sorry agar koi galti ho gai ho to
please maaff kar do but usne koi
jawab nai diya aur mobile off kar dia
to main bahut bechain ho gaya
maine socha mughse aise kya galti
ho gai jo meri jaan mughse bat nahi
kr rahi aur maine aise taise din kati
aur jab rat ko 11 baje use call kiya
to uska number busy ja raha tha
maine socha kisi ka call hoga bat kar
rahi hogi jab maine 30 min bad call
kiya tab v uska number busy hi tha
aur main subah k 4 baje tak use call
karta raha but na to usne ek bar call
receive ki na hi koi jawab diya aur
subah tak uska number busy he tha,
main sari raat rota raha maine puri
rat jagte rote aur use call karte hue
bita diya. maine use bahut call kiye
aur sms kiye ki pls jaan ek bar bat kr
lo pls ek bar bat kar lo main
tumhare bina jinda nahi rah sakta
pls jaan bat kar lo but usne koi
jawab nai diya aur finaly 3 din bad
usne mera call receive kiya aur
maine use sorry bola aur kaha agar
mughse koi galti ho gai ho to pls
maaf kar do to usne kaha ki tum
mughe call and sms mat kiya karo
maine kaha main tumhare bagair
nahi jee sakta to usne kaha to main
kya karu, maine kaha aaj tak humare
bech jo tha wo kya tha kya tum
mughse pyar nai karti to usne jawab
diya ki mughe ni pata ki humare
bech kya tha, ye sunkar to mere
pairo tale jameen hi khisak gai, mere
ankho me anshoo aa gaye mughe
bahut dukh hua. aur maine call
disconnec kr di aur maine agle din
use 3-4 sad sms kiye to usne call
karke kaha ki tum mughe paressan
kyu kar rahe to maine kaha main to
tumhe sirf khus dekhna chahta hu to
wo boli agar tum mughe khus
dekhna chahte ho to aaj k bad
mughe kabhi call ya sms mat karna
aur uske bad se aaj tak maine use
call or sms nai kiya main to bus yahi
chahta hu ki wo khus rahe. but
mughe aaj tak ye nahi samajh me
aya ki usne mere sath aisa kyu
kiya….